IELTS, to a large extent, is really a shit.

真的只是這樣嗎？

我明白我傷害過妳，還要一次又一次。

很對不起。

但妳真的認為我對妳變了，不重視妳？

事實並不是這樣的。我不是這樣的。

Add Oil!

Peng Peng:

May I cheer you up?

Add Oil!~

Peng Peng:

I don't know whether I should call you as "My Peng Peng", which is my preference. As I said for several times, I really don't know the truth, and what I should do, especially at those moments. Or as you said, we don't  know about "dating".

I will not say that we don't know to "love", but I may agree that we are not mature enough.

Instead of the reason of a gap between us, I would say we are not mature enough, about "dating".

I hope very much that you will be happy forever. As a result, I am very sorry and regretful that I cannot make you happy last year. Actually, It is what I regret most in my life.
Since F.4 and 5, I have told myself that I should not regret for anythings anymore.
Before, I have regretted for the poor studying in my primary school, denial to sports trainings in the junior form, and the sacrifice of sleeping in the junior form (one of the cause of shortness).
They are really minor things.
But I have told myself,
I must not hesitate anymore. I told me that I must not "break my
promise". I should accomplish what I believe whole heartedly, with all
of my effort. I should not allow hesitation (猶豫) to hinder me. I think I have tried for this for these years.Do you know why I will ask you and me to be brave?

They are not really regretful memory now.

To us, I regret for many of my faults. Do you know that? Although at the same time, I cannot do them better in the future.
I regret every things did, which caused  you unhappy, worried, fear or angry.



I believe that, It is my responsibility to make you happy, give you the fortune and share your worrying.
I failed to these. It is my fault.
I really regret.

For this year, what is the most regret to me,
will be "our dating", if I cannot give you happiness and fortune (especially if it is forever);
must be my faults.

I will apologize for all of them.

I apologize for my late expression to date you.
I apologize for going to play footballs, especially for 7/12.
I apologize for not asking you to go out for dinners.
I apologize for my lateness, including the day of Ocean Park
I apologize for my wrong expression, which made you unhappy and angry.
I apologize for my temper and loud words, especially the night in my room.
I apologize for my rigid trait.
I apologize for my poor memories.
I apologize for my poor recognition. (Actually, may I say that I little look at girls normally?)
I apologize for my break to promises, especially about football in 2006.
I apologize for my shortness.
I apologize for my hesitation (口吃)
I apologize for my cowardice.
I apologize for my poor results.

I know many of them have made you unhappy, or angry. Of course, it is just thought by me, a man.

However, I have no reason to believe that I can solve them in the recent future.

I am not confident that I can give you fortune.

I worried that our argument will hinder your study, just like the day of 21/7 and the previous two semesters.

I don't want you to regret.
I cannot to ask you to bear the risk of poverty and misfortune with me.

I may be better to trust in the future. Perhaps. (Can I request you something here, if I can get a >/=3.7 gpa in the next semester?)

I will try my best in my study and work.
And I will be here.

Please don't give up yourself with happiness and motivation.
I will be pleased to help you anythings.